January 2011
this is a terrible feeling. it will only lead to disappointment.
fuck education
I have absoultly no interest in school. I’m never going to use chemistry or geometry in any of the life’s goal, so I’m like fuck it. But when you tell school to fuck off it decides to be a complete bitch and become really hard, so I fail everything.
Why do grades even matter? It turns people into psychos wanting to be the best and thinking that they’re better than everyone...
Waiting...
I don’t think I have ever been in a situation like this.
So many different feelings in one moment.
Confusion, sad, jealous, in like of someone.
And it is hard to wait for someone to decide on something, you already feel has a bad outcome for you.
I just need an answer. Of course I probably will end up “hurt”, but I need to hear it, so I can just get over it.
GIVE ME AN...
errr’body knows i’ma motha fuckin’ moster.